Diary of a Psychic Healer

I had a funny thing happen to me today, just had to mention it. We were sitting in a lecture on digital media and how Mac and Facebook are changing the world. Seriously, our kids will spend a ridiculous amount of time playing around with iPads and smart phones. We were discussing the advertising value of Youtube - fascinating subject -  when a psychic thought hijacked my mind. For the past few weeks I  have been wondering what I can do to become a  productive medium and today I realized the importance of being clear and impartial during readings. A light bulb went on in my head and I tempted to start automatic writing on the spot. It was a bit disconcerting, if I had to describe the experience I'd tell you that someone came to pull me out of class and was lecturing me in the hallway while the rest of the group stayed behind. I had one ear on the Youtube discussion and the other on this psychic revelation: don't jump to conclusions, don't try to smooth things...

This is something I've wondered on more than one occasion: will family members be able to witness our accomplishments after they've passed on? And what about our Spirit Guides and Angels, how much of our daily lives are they privy to? Will they notice when we've failed a math test, or if we ran a red light? I can't pretend to know the answer to this one, but I just read a quote that inspired me. Its from the book Ponder on This, a compilation of thoughts from one woman's spirit guide (a little too science-fiction for me, but still a good read). At one point he tells her: "I have watched you succeed and I have seen you fail, this I do through the pulsation of your light not in watching the detail of your daily living." The thought of humans as light beings is comforting, what a shame that we haven't learned to see each other this way. I imagine swarms of light all over the planet, with dark patches in areas of intense pain and conflict. But ...

I am giving clairvoyant readings at school, it can be a lot of fun when you get past the stage fright. It took me a while to get started because I kept trying to force a dialogue with my spirit guides and they don't really communicate with me that way. I do a lot better with guided meditations and just keep an eye on all the images and scenes that go by. The clairvoyance comes easily when you relax, the tricky part is learning to interpret the message.  For example, a couple weeks ago I saw my sitter traveling halfway across the world on a spiritual holiday. She was very excited to go on this journey and had sturdy walking boots to symbolize a challenging trek. In my meditation I saw her going to a temple in Asia, it was very peaceful and fulfilling for a few seconds and then a Samurai warrior appeared on the scene. His energy was combative, it seemed like he was ready for a battle and waiting for it to start.  I tried to bring my mind back to the tranquility...

One of my fellow students gave me a psychic reading this week and she absolutely nailed it, the first thing she mentioned was my book collection and the fact that it’s all over the place. I have books topics ranging from business, marketing, kabbalah, quantum physics and religion to astrology, healing, energy management, angels and dowsing. She described me as quirky and then went on to talk about how to integrate that quirky personality that wants to be psychic but also wants to be a part of mainstream society. There were a lot of reassuring messages in the reading, my favorites were: 1. My guides want me to try Automatic Writing as often as possible, it's my best bet if I want to develop my abilities and also learn to trust them. I struggle a lot with putting faith in what I experience on a psychic level and end up dismissing a lot of it when the sun comes up the next morning. Having the words on paper gives me something to come back to for proof, and also gi...

There are many ways to access your intuition, but my favourite so far is automatic writing.  My first attempt was spectacular, I started asking random questions and  when I got to the right one, the answers came intuitively. Some describe it as telepathic or psychic dictation, others say you enter into a hypnotic state and your intuition guide your hand.  For me it was like a conversation, and I rushed to capture everything before it slipped my mind.  There are lots of books out there on automatic writing, this is what worked for me: Ground Yourself : Bathe yourself in a cocoon of white light and throw your roots down from the bottom of your feet to the center of the earth.  If this is new for you, imagine each of your legs like the trunk of a tree, and visualize roots growing down into the ground. This helps keep you anchored, which in turn leads to clear and centered messages. Ask for Protection :   The  white light helps, b...

Yesterday I saw aura colors during a healing session, I wasn't even trying to read her her and they just appeared.  These things always take me by surprise, the last time I saw colors it was in the healing energy as it went through the chakras. I had never actually seen anything in the client's energy body. I was healing my client's legs and when I placed my hand near her left hip I saw the lightest, brightest blue.  How can I describe it? It wasn't like her legs turned blue, the way I experienced it was a wave of pale blue light that flooded my mind's eye when I placed my hand near her left hip.  It surprised me and I kept my hands there for a few minutes more than I needed to, trying to get a feel for what the color had to say.  It was a light peaceful mood, but still a bit melancholic. After the session I mentioned it to my client and she said that was how she'd been feeling, and that she was going home that weekend to see her family because...

Being constant is probably one of the most difficult things for me, finding the time to meditate everyday. Making an effort to talk to my guides, and now that I've been traveling with mythical animals that's another distraction.  Just don't know what to focus on, and then there is the healing as well.  Today I saw a purple door, and when I walked through it I was greeted by foggy lilac light that slowly disappeared as I walked down the long white flight of stairs to a white, but not so bright corridor. The walls were light purple as well, even through I couldn't see a fabric. It was almost like the paper was made of faint lilac light.  When I stepped outside I was greeted by the most vivid green flowery bushes I have ever seen. It was a really beautiful garden with lots of light green bushes, full of flowers and fresh air. I could almost hear birds chirping in the background. The atmosphere was absolutely magical all the way there and then I saw a big white un...