Diary of a Psychic Healer

Being constant is probably one of the most difficult things for me, finding the time to meditate everyday. Making an effort to talk to my guides, and now that I've been traveling with mythical animals that's another distraction.  Just don't know what to focus on, and then there is the healing as well.  Today I saw a purple door, and when I walked through it I was greeted by foggy lilac light that slowly disappeared as I walked down the long white flight of stairs to a white, but not so bright corridor. The walls were light purple as well, even through I couldn't see a fabric. It was almost like the paper was made of faint lilac light.  When I stepped outside I was greeted by the most vivid green flowery bushes I have ever seen. It was a really beautiful garden with lots of light green bushes, full of flowers and fresh air. I could almost hear birds chirping in the background. The atmosphere was absolutely magical all the way there and then I saw a big white un...

We studied dragons & unicorns in this week's psychic awareness class, the teacher mentioned that mythical creatures have had so much attention that they've actually developed into thought forms in other dimensions. Dragons can be good or bad, just like humans, the amazing thing is that they can actually take you to another location to see and experience things that are relevant for the readee.  The guided meditation started with the typical trip to a clearing in the woods, where we were instructed to wait for a guide, an angel, or a creature to appear. For a split second I tried to imagine a unicorn but a dragon showed up instead. I saw its eye, and when it came closer to me I could sense a reptilian energy around me. It took me a few minutes to get close to it (mostly because of my own nerves).  I remember stroking its nose, looking into its eyes and getting a feel for its very active, friendly spirit. It was willing me to climb on its back, it never commun...

I can't get away from talking to the departed, no matter how hard I try to ignore them. I'm a wimp when it comes to dealing with grieving people. It makes me really nervous - I’d rather just shut that door.     My only experience with mediumship has been nerve wrecking. I read for a woman in her 40's or 50’s, and when I saw a little girl in pigtails I thought it might be her daughter.  Thank God, the little girl was still alive and the message was about how to interact with her. The spirit gave me the little girl's name telepathically, and then flooded my mind with a series of crude images. Later, I talked through these with my readee and we interpreted the message together. It was an amazing experience, but I was sick for 2 days afterward because of my nerves. In the bottom of my heart I've known all along that I really want to do this again, if you're actually good at it, its something that can really comfort people. But the though of trying and failing sc...