Diary of a Psychic Healer

Today is the first day of my new life! I was sad to leave my job though I'm feeling so much freer today. Thought it was worth taking a day off to celebrate so I spent the morning walking around Notting Hill. Then I caught up with one of my classmates from school. He's also trying to go fulltime with healing and readings. We had a nice brainstorm session and talked about our business plans. How exciting to think of everything that comes next!  Lots of creations, activity and fire - like the Queen of Wands!  I am still very much in corporate mode and have all of my ideas on a powerpoint presentation that covers about what I'm doing this year and where it will take me in 2014. I've also mapped out the books I want to write, when I'll release them and what I'm doing along the way to get by from a cash flow point of view. Of course things change along the way, but I find that planning helps me keep the butterflies and doubt out of the way. It helps me to fo...

A couple weeks ago I got a really nice angel reading from one of my Facebook friends. The details are a bit fuzzy now, but it ended with " You Are Good Enough! Don't Take No for an Answer !" I remember seeing that and wondering who was going to tell me I wasn't good enough? So far things are just falling into place naturally. I've had tons of support and angelic guidance all along.  So today I discovered that mystery opponent and it was none other than myself. Yes! You heard me. I was flipping through my draft looking at all the things I want to change before it's print ready. Suddenly I found myself thinking "Who are you kidding?!? When are you going to turn this into an actual book?"  The next thought was "Can I really pull this off?"  At that precise moment, the reading flashed through my mind. I remembered the words You Are Good Enough !  The doubt came from my own mind.  I'm very grateful for that reading. It was to...

This is my last week on the job! It's gone by so fast, I can't believe it! I gave myself a reading to calm my nerves and chill out. Though I don't make decisions based on readings, I do ask for confirmation along the way. Today the question was: do I focus on my book for a few weeks and then look at other options?   You'll be glad to hear the tarot cards spelled out the following: Finish What You Started (the book) ... Take 2-3 weeks max. This last bit requires hard work, determination and beating your own lack of  confidence. Spot on as I'm nearly there and find myself struggling with grammar, syntax, structure. I just need to get the last 10% right. I also pulled the Eight of Cups which is about sadness at leaving the status quo behind. I'm sure that what I am doing is the right for me, but I'll miss my colleagues and the friends that I have made at work over the years.  This card I have conveniently forgotten. I think it might have been a...

This weekend I sent distant healing to a friend of my mom's. She is undergoing treatment for cancer. This is the first time I send her healing and the session came as a surprise. I usually sit in the park and send healing; thanks to the cold I sat in a Catholic Church instead. It is nice when you let the environment influence the healing. I lit a candle and said three quick Our Father's with the intent to channel Jesus's healing energy before drawing the Distant Reiki symbol in the air. I had never tried this but it worked well; the energy that came through was solid gold and it had a Christmassy feeling to it. Christ Energy is typically described as gold and this looked and felt like liquid gold.  I had a sense of it filling her heart with pure golden light and healing before spilling over to the rest of her body. The energy went from gold to pale blue; Mother Mary's calming energy. By then I was just observing. It went back to liquid gold and proceeded to fill eve...

Once upon a time, I sent healing to a friend's family. He was worried about issues that his parents were facing. They are from India and my friend lives in London so the distance was weighing on him. It is not easy to be far from home when things are not right with family. I sent energy healing for about 30 minutes, and was unsure what to do next.   During the energy healing I worked on clearing some of the unhealthy patterns that had been handed down the ancestral line. When it was nearly over I was surprised to sense a very powerful, protective and intimidating energy around them. The energy was letting me know that he/it would take it from there.  I had never felt anything so strong or powerful. My intuition told me it was noble, though I was also a bit awed and (very) scared. I asked for a name and got a one word answer: Ganesh.  My first thought was  " I must be crazy "   but I went with it anyway. I got a strong feeling that he was looking a...

The past two weeks I've been procrastinating. For whatever reason, I havent been motivated enough to sit down and finish my book. I should be feeling pressure to publish it as I'm leaving my job in a week. This book is one third of my plan; reiki and angel readings the other two thirds. Still, I've been dragging my heels. There are so many changes that I need to make before its ready. The creative phase has passed and it's time to polish, rewrite, expand, clarify, etc. Where do I find the motivation to plough though that? Today it dawned on me that I have to finish writing it so that people can read it. It is not really about me, and apparently I'm in no rush. This little book on Self-Healing and Cancer could help a lot of people by giving them a different point of view. As well as a healthy dose of optimism and empowerment. Not to mention a good understanding of energy healing, relaxation techniques and different tools that are part of self-healing. I'm fee...

I have two weeks left at my job! Can't believe it has gone by so fast. Nearly six months ago I handed in my resignation; mostly because I wanted to do something different with my life. Healing will be a big part of it. In the next few weeks I hope to set up shop. I'm also going to continue writing. Initially I didn't think I had it in me to be a professional psychic. It has been about 3 years since I started taking psychic development lessons. Flies by! Not sure if I'll ever give a full hour session. Right now I can work my way up to 15 minute readings. Even that is a stretch because I speak very quickly; written readings are better because people can read them at their own pace. I also like my approach of giving short readings to lots of different people. Sure, you can go into more depth with a full hour session, but a focused 15 minute session can also give you lots. A little redirection and some focused feedback.  I really enjoy shuffling cards to trigger the...

My new psychic class began today! Our tutor Michelle came in with loads of Christmas Cards, postcards and photographs and told us to choose one we were drawn to. I spotted my picture even before she was done laying them on the table: a purple Christmas card with two lovely angels blowing their trumpets over a gold path. So cute I had to take a picture. We then went on to swapping readings on each other's cards. The messages were spot on, especially as I am new to the group.  Have a look at the card:  These messages came through in the readings:  There's an overwhelming sense of purple, gold and silver which for spirituality. I pegged the gold for healing, and my tutor chipped in saying it was also Christ Consciousness. How awesome is that. The card feels so Christmassy to me. I love the fact that it has purple, gold and angels.  One of my classmates saw the gold path and told me I was on my way; though where it ends isn't clear. I'm going in the right di...

I was really looking forward to my new psychic development class. We were going to make our own runes, learn to read tea leaves and other fun stuff. It just so happens that this class has been cancelled. The back ups I had in mind have also been cancelled because there weren't enough students! There is one last class that I was hoping to get into if there are spaces left.  If I can't get into an ongoing class I will have to step up my extra-curricular activities. Use it or lose it. Last term I was giving 15 minute readings in class, which I really enjoyed. Maybe I can keep this up with Skype readings or by practicing on friends. The new Angel Reading Hour should also give me a chance to practice. One of my former classmates is also organising a weekly intuitive circle so that could be a good alternative to enrolling in a proper class.  That or a writing workshop would come in handy!  Thank you for reading! Join me below   Facebook ...

I don't have much to say this week but I still felt like blogging. Maybe it is therapeutic? So the holidays have come and gone and once again most of us are back to work. It's time for New Year's Resolutions. I have never really understood the concept of a resolution. If it is that important why wait until January? If you're going to diet, start today. If you want to make time for friends or family, start today. If it's worth it, start today! It doesn't matter if it's January or October. That being said, I have three habits that I want to build and they've become my New Year's Resolutions. They came to mind after I read Tolle's A New Earth over the holidays.   These are my life changing habits  =) Bring Awareness into my Life : I have a habit of getting lost in thoughts and daydreams. When I was in kindergarten my teachers would call out to me saying "Earth Calling Regina!" I could be sitting in my chair and my energy goes some...