Diary of a Psychic Healer

My healing certificate came in the post this week! Yay! I can go be a healer now. I haven't seen it yet, but my cousin just rang to let me know it was delivered. I am still crashing with friends until my flat is ready for me to move in at the end of the month - feeling very nomadic at the moment.  Now I can start getting my things in order. I was planning on looking up a few healing clinics in my area to see if they have any vacancies. The Life Center in Notting Hill looks promising, and as far as I can tell, they don't have energy healing. There is also another place nearby where I've had sessions. Last week I started to put my business site together too. It's not ready to be published just yet, and I hope to have it in the next two or three days. My sister's roomate came up with a really url for a new website - stay tuned for details! I might post health and wellness related topics there, and keep this blog for my adventures and exploits ...

After two years in healing school, a hiccup and a brief writing interlude - I am finally a qualified energy healer!!!  This past weekend I completed a demonstration healing in front of a panel of tutors at school.  You would think that a ten minute healing would be a piece of cake, especially after two years of lessons, case studies and practice.  But as it turns out, I still had to practice to keep my nerves under control. Last September I went in to heal for the panel and underestimated just how nervous and shaky I would be. It didn't go so well. I missed the clues my intuition sent me and for the first time, I failed an exam. Wait, that's not true.  As an eight year old Catholic School student, I got a spectacular ZERO when I failed to memorize the Nicene Creed. (See what I mean here )  Anyhooo, I am not going to rehash my first attempt, though you can read about it in my earlier post called  The Hanged Man (or Woman?) ... The experience...

As a kid I was terrified of Mary (Jesus's mom). We used to hear stories about other children who had seen her, for example at Fatima and in Yugoslavia. The topic came up often at our Catholic School and the kids were always revered.  Once or twice we heard of very holy children who saw her and died young. What terrified me though, was the thought of a supernatural being appearing in the 1st place. How scary! When we prayed I would ask her not to appear and I would also keep my eyes shut. The thought of seeing her freaked me out. Growing up in a Catholic family, you can imagine how much this stressed me out. It wasn’t just the Virgin Mary that scared me. I was also scared of seeing angels. Ghosts and monsters didn’t frighten me so much because I didn’t think they were real.  Why was I so worried about seeing an angel? Not sure this is the answer, but something came up in one of my classes this year. We were learning about Soul Retrievals and one of my...

One of my Facebook Friends asked a good question this week. Do I clear myself between psychic readings and healings? She also asked if I felt like those things affected me after the session. I get this question A LOT from my healing clients, some of them worried about whether or not I'll hang on to their junk. Clearing myself after a healing is easy, but sometimes I'd feel their issues during the session and not realise what was happening.  I might feel their frustrations and fears and think they were my own. For example, one of my clients was lacking direction in her life and I wouldn't know where to go during the healings. My supervisor pointed it out in one of our sessions, until then I was a bit clueless. Sometimes I'll also get these feelings during psychic readings. The 1st time it happened I was reading for one of our special visitors in class, a lady who had just come back from visiting John of God in Brazil. I knew her from my previous classes and I real...

Today I tried a new technique while sending distant healing from the park.  I sat near the Bayswater exit in Kensington Gardens with my back to a huge tree trunk. I then grounded and attuned to the healing energy, asked for permission to heal the people who commented on the Healing Post and protected them.  I could feel energy coming out of my hands very strongly and I visualised a rose quartz sphere floating in front of me. All along I sat cross-legged on the grass with my hands resting on my knees, palms facing inwards.  I invited anyone in need of healing to join and the 1st image I got was of the people who were hurt in an accident (saw it on the news) along with their families. That image then faded into the planet earth.  At first I thought the earth needed healing but it is really the people who live there that are in need of healing. The planet has the ability to renew itself and its our energy that needs cleansing. The earth is filled with positive...

What a great week! I had two great readings and a distant healing all the way from Mexico! I actually feel much better because of it, and I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. The 1st reading was about my job and how I should just chill out and enjoy it. What I'm going through now is a stepping stone that will help me reach my goals in the next couple years.  "Enjoy it!"  The second reading actually came with the distant healing, and it was about family, career, relationships and a bit of ancestral issues that needed clearing and healing. My mom went to see a healer in Mexico who worked on clearing my family's spiritual DNA, and then cleared me through my mom. Based on what my mom told me after the session, the healer worked on clearing psychological and emotional traits that can be passed down through the generations. For example, someone might have a stubborn streak running through the family.  There can also be positive strea...

Today was another first in my healing sessions! I was working with a Healee who complained of strong headaches. Wasn't entirely sure what to do with strong headaches and we are often told that the head is a very sensitive area to begin with. I went straight for his feet and grounding and channeled healing energy upwards towards his brow and crown chakra, with the intent to gently clear them.  When that was done I felt moved to work on the solar plexus and the brow chakra, with my hands about 4-5 feet off the body. My dad used to get headaches a lot and it reminds me of him sometimes. I have read up on headaches in my healing books and it will often be tied to the brow chakra's symbolic sight, the client's fearlessness to see their future and their life clearly. The fearlessness can also be affected by the solar plexus, which also happens to be paired with the brow chakra. For this reason I spent a good deal of time working on my client's solar plexus as well a...

Today one of my case studies came in to the healing session with PMS and then she left feeling much better! Was a great experience. I didn't expect that to happen, but we always ask how our case studies feel before and after an energy healing session. The cramps and bloating that come at that time of the month can be a complete pain in arse, and there is often the emotional overhaul that comes with it. I have done self-Reiki to try and ease my own PMS and I feel it is creating a shift in my feminine energy.  What is the secret? In my case, it has been to accept all aspects of womanhood, PMS included, and stop fighting myself! And a little crystal healing too =)  I have a history of DVT and my doctors advise against conventional treatments for PMS.  I did receive conventional medical treatment for the clot when it happened. A few months later I read  You Can Heal Your Life by Louise Hay. I really love that book! It links physical symptoms and illnesses back ...

When I'm in a healing session I am always careful to clear, balance and heal the client without taking on any of their baggage. People come through our doors with lots of dense energy to clear. I will always ground and protect myself before a session, and I am also very much attuned to healing energy which flows through me into the client. There isn't much energy going in the other direction.   Today I had a major realisation.  I need to do the same grounding and protecting in my everyday life! Or to be more accurate, I need to be more aware of my energy levels and my interactions in my day to day life. There have been two cases recently where I was speaking with a friend who is anxious about a particular topic, and in trying to reassure them I take their anxiety and claim is as my own . Subconsciously of course! The 1st time this happened, a colleague was telling me that she doesn't do light weight training at the gym because she's scared of hurting her b...

Recently I did a walking chakra meditation at the gym intending for emotional baggage to slip away. It was a fun way to combine my healing studies with my workout, and you know what?  It worked! YOU KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN- The Third Eye works even when we are jogging or doing crunches.  Why energy healing and weight loss? I should mention I am already pretty thin, but there are pockets of stuck energy (or fat) that I would like to clear. Most of it sits on my bum, hips and stomach. There is not much of it. The reason I go to the gym is to stay toned and rid myself of stress. Why not kill three birds with one stone and heal myself as well?  A lot of us can relate the topic so I'm putting it out there even though I'd rather not write about  cellulite. How we feel is more important than how we look, and I'd rather focus on emotional baggage and how it can lead to extra weight on our bodies...  Louise Hay on Stubborn Fat: Fat can represent fear and...