Diary of a Psychic Healer

Have you ever felt pain in your solar plexus after a conversation with someone? Today I had a  meeting with some friends who are looking to get information on the FMCG industry. I went in without knowing what to expect, but as the session turned into an active sell, I got to wondering what they wanted in return.   They ended up pitching a really good idea and asking that I introduce them to some of my contacts in the industry, which I am happy to do. Their results-oriented attitude was a bit off putting though, I tried to give them ideas on how to make the business stronger but they kept bringing the conversation back to my contact. They're in the middle of a start-up, so the networking is key but still it was annoying to be pushed in that direction!  Anyhooo, my big learning today is that I need to ground and protect myself in day-to-day life. They went straight for my solar plexus and my stomach actually hurt when I left. For a couple hours I was still thi...

I was riding the London Underground last week and I swear I saw two little ghosts sitting across from me.  I've never actually seen an earth-bound spirit, so I'm still skeptical about what I might have imagined. The first thing I noticed was that the seats in front were a little bit hazy, kind of like a white cloud was hanging over them. When I tuned in I saw a little boy on the chair to the right, and I got the sense of an adult with him. I couldn't make out if it was a man or a woman, but they were both wearing dark coats and caps kind of like what you'd see in a WWII movie. The adult had it's head down, and they both waited patiently for their stop. It was a little bit unreal, I could get a sense of them sitting patiently for eons. What struck me was that they seemed to be going about their daily lives,  I couldn't quite make out if they'd been there for decades or if they were going to get off at an actual point in time.  Anyhow, I took a picture...

I had a fantastic class today and left with a warm fuzzy feeling that took all of 2 hours to wear off. And to think that I almost skipped the session, lol. The purpose of today's meditation was to ask our guides about our Soul Purpose, i.e., what we're meant to accomplish in this life. We were also supposed to ask for very specific feedback on what we need to do to raise our consciousness to the next level. To start out, the meditation today answered a question that has been bothering me since I came back from the holidays in January. I've been living in London now for almost two years and just love the place. But because my family is back home in the US and Latin America, at times ask myself if I'm being stubborn when I tell myself I want to stay here. Well today when we were grounding, my 3rd eye opened up and I could see and feel myself in my London flat. It was almost like I was really there; I got up and walked around it, looked under the bed, in the ki...

If you haven't seen the movie in the title, no worries! I am not going to tell you what happens. The only thing that is relevant for me right now is the Jake Gyllenhaal is in the movie, he's a medical sales rep and literally goes from doctor's office to doctor's office trying to get them to recommend his product of choice. He spends every day on the road, chatting up receptionists and leaving behind samples and gifts. All in hopes that they'll like him enough to let him talk to the doctor! Anyhooo, I work in consumer health care and went out with one of our sales reps last week to get a feel for how our products are received by the medical community. It's a really tough job, the reps spend all day on the road and need to call on at least 8 practices everyday. The goal is to pitch your products to a nurse or a GP, but they're usually very busy and finding the right moment is a matter of luck. I was excited to go out in the field, but because it can ...

Sometimes clairvoyant meditations come with images that seem so unreal and so unlikely that we're tempted to dismiss them. In my case they tend to be linked to fiction books, movies or even sci-fi scenes.  In one meditation I saw myself leaping off a skyscraper in a Matrix-style coat , and I was even more suprised when it resonated with the readee. One of my favorite visions is of a Wizard in dark robes, a Dumbledore style hat and long white hair. I've been a huge Harry Potter fan since day one and I've always been attracted to magic & special powers, so I thought this had to be my imagination. This image kept popping into my mind when I was trying to meet my spirit guides, and though I've learned to trust it there has always been a corner of doubt in my mind. How much of what we see is wishful thinking? Today that doubt finally went away, there is nothing like external validation to gain confidence in  the messages. We had an exercise that involve...

The past year I've been trying and wishing so hard to be able to hear my spirit guides but whenever I tried to talk to them I'd just draw a blank. Even if I tried to see them, I can feel their presence and see a shadow but that was about it. The only way I've been able to communicate is through tarot cards and automatic writing. Anyhooo, today I threw my roots down and let my chakras open up one by one till we got to the throat. It felt really light, like an airy blue. The brightest palest blue that I've ever seen, and as I imagined myself sitting there I was surrounded by the  light. Suddenly, I felt the urge to let myself speak but instead of hearing my thoughts in my head I could heard myself speak in a very clear tone, but it seemed to echo from my throat into the light.  I started out by making affirmations, and asking for the changes I want in my life. Then I asked my angels and guides if they were there and if they could hear me. The reply came i...

Finally got over my stage fright!   Don't know if this means that I will never clam up again, but this week I was cool as a button and I managed to get very good information for myself  =) It was our 1st day back from holiday and I think my confidence was boosted because I knew what to expect from the class. Its the first time that I've stayed on the same course for more than one term, and being one of the "continuing students" helped. When you're the new kid there's an element of fear that goes with not knowing what to expect, and more often than not I'm worried about being out of my league. This time around I didn't block myself and knowing that I was reading for myself took some of the edge off, I'm usually a bit nervous when I'm reading for someone else. Pressure to deliver and all that. Another thing I finally noticed is that the messages I get are often encoded in the scenery.  For example, last term I was reading for a clas...