Monday, February 7, 2011

1st Steps in Clairaudience!

The past year I've been trying and wishing so hard to be able to hear my spirit guides but whenever I tried to talk to them I'd just draw a blank. Even if I tried to see them, I can feel their presence and see a shadow but that was about it. The only way I've been able to communicate is through the pendulum, the cards, and automatic writing.

Anyhooo, today I threw my roots down and let my chakras open up one by one till we got to the throat. It felt really light, like an airy blue. The brightest palest blue that I've ever seen, and as I imagined myself sitting there I was surrounded by the  light. Suddenly, I felt the urge to let myself speak but instead of hearing my thoughts in my head I could heard myself speak in a very clear tone, but it seemed to echo from my throat into the light. 

I started out by making affirmations, and asking for the changes I want in my life. Then I asked my angels and guides if they were there and if they could hear me. The reply came in echoes, very faint at first and I had to make an effort to silence my mind and just wait for it. All the while focusing on the pale light, and trying to stay in the moment. The answers I got at first were very basic:

"Yes we're here, we can hear you."


It was barely 15 minutes ago but I'm already starting to forget some of the things they mentioned. A new female spirit guide appeared, she told me her name.  Ok, she's not entirely new because I met her in an ascended master class about 6 months ago but I hadn't seen her since. She told me what she was going to teach me, and how she'd help me with the next stage in my life. 



Then she stepped back and let my primary spirit guide step in to make proper introductions. First time I'd ever actually spoken to him and I kept asking all the basic intro questions you'd ask a new acquaintance. "Did I get your name right? Where are you from? How do I know you?  Etc"  

They also told me to keep coming back, and to drop the automatic writing for a while.  Anyhooo, more to follow on this new and exciting subject =)


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Sunday, February 6, 2011

Getting Past the Butterflies!

Finally got over my stage fright!  Don't know if this means that I will never clam up again, but this week I was cool as a button and I managed to get very good information for myself  =)

It was our 1st day back from holiday and I think my confidence was boosted because I knew what to expect from the class. Its the first time that I've stayed on the same course for more than one term, and being one of the "continuing students" helped. When you're the new kid there's an element of fear that goes with not knowing what to expect, and more often than not I'm worried about being out of my league. This time around I didn't block myself and knowing that I was reading for myself took some of the edge off, I'm usually a bit nervous when I'm reading for someone else. Pressure to deliver and all that.

Another thing I finally noticed is that the messages I get are often encoded in the scenery.  For example, last term I was reading for a classmate and I saw a house that was tidy on the surface, but with all the dust swept under the rug in the living room. The obvious interpretation here is that issues are being ignored, and that she needed to stop turning a blind eye to the problems at home. Yesterday the message my guides gave me was delivered the same way, and even though the objective of the meditation was to meet and greet a guide by the time I got to him I had already received the message.

I used to put a lot of pressure on myself when it came to hearing them, but I guess I've finally noticed that not all guides communicate through clairaudience. And maybe I'm not ready to hear them, but interpreting these visuals can be really interesting so that's good enough for me!

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Sunday, January 30, 2011

Clearing Energy with Acupuncture

I am finally back from a long holiday and have stepped back into the world of healing and friendly spirit guides. This term is going to be so much busier,  the healing school has raised the bar on our practice sessions. We're also paying more attention to our own energy blocks, we really need to get rid of these to be able to access useful information about our clients and our own lives. 

Last week I finally made progress by clearing a huge  block of mine.  For the past few years I've had a number of medical issues on my left side. The mildest form has been recurrent sciatica pain in my left leg, accompanied with lower back pain. I've got a very mild form of scoliosis but not enough to cause problems, as the doctors told me. A couple years ago I noticed that this flares up with I'm stressed or in control-freak mode.  The worst has been DVT, which can be a lot more serious but turned out to be harmless in my case.  One of the reasons I became interested in energy healing was to cure myself =)

Last week was groundbreaking, the energy on my left side has finally started flowing freely again. It was all thanks to an excellent acupuncturist, a deep tissue massage, and a revelation about my psychological triggers.   So far I've only been to two acupuncture sessions, the 1st time I didn't actually feel the needles working, but the massage undid all my knots and I felt 97% better after 2 days.  The second session hurt like hell despite the fact that my sciatica hadn't been acting up. The needles didn't hurt, but I could feel a current of pain shooting down my nerves and to my toes.  It was healing pain, kind of like what you get when the  numbness goes out of your leg and you start to feel really intense tickling. 


The interesting thing about it, is that the left side is our feminine side and my energy was stuck. The combination of acupuncture, healing, and visualization got it flowing again and I feel so much lighter and healthier.  From a psychic point of view, I'm also able to ground a lot deeper and connect with earth energies in a very tangible way.  It's helped my clairvoyant meditations, by strengthening the scope and clarity of my mind's eye.  I'm really curious to go back to my psychic development class this coming Wednesday and see if it has an effect on my performance. I literally see a new world unfolding in front of me and it's very exciting. =)



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Monday, January 17, 2011

In Five Years Time ...


Today one of my psychic friends told me that in the future, I am going to work with kids. Hmmm. For some reason, I just don't see myself working with children. The thought isn't the least bit appealing! I said no to that one LOL 

She said it was pretty far down the road, and that there would come a time when I would really enjoy that type of work. We'll see. I'm also supposed to become a fulltime lightworker or healer, and strangely enough I find myself shirking away from that message whenever I hear it! I love healing, it's a cool hobby and at times I think I have magical powers (seriously when did palms start healing?) But can I make a living off healing? The idea is more than a little bit frightening! Then came the suggestion to do psychic readings over the phone to make money. OMG! I can't picture myself doing that. Argh!"

I finally understand those people who come to me for healings but tell me they "don't want to know about the future!" I have never had a message about the future, usually the readings suggest a certain action that could lead to a better outcome than the one that's in the cards now. I don't think it's useful to tell people what will happen tomorrow, and in my case it wasn't fun to hear it! We grow and change a lot over time, and what might be perfect for us in 5-10 years time will not necessary be appealing today. Life goes much smoother if we don't sweat the details, if we don't worry about what might or might not happen in the future and if we just go with the flow. That is what being centred is all about. That's not to say that we shouldn't make plans, but keep in mind that life throws curve balls and we have to learn to adapt. So who knows - I might find myself working with kids or with animals in the future. Hmmm, now that I think of it healing little cancer patients could be very rewarding, and I'm guessing they would be more receptive to the healing because they are children.

Anyhooo, we'll see where this goes.

This is going to be a post I will enjoy reading in 5 Year's Time.

 


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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Snow Chaos in London

My flight was due to leave today, I didn't even think to check the airline's website and went to Heathrow thinking that if I willed it to take off, it would. After all, I really need to be home for the holidays! I ignored all the signs, the 1st train to Heathrow was canceled just after I got to Paddington Station but I found a Heathrow Express service that got me there even faster. 

Unfortunately, when I got to Heathrow instead of being greeted by busy crowds, what I saw were hundreds of travelers camped out in aluminum foil to keep them warm. The trash hadn't been taken out and you could see candy wrappers and empty coffee cups everywhere. Not to mention a 40 person queu to buy a cup of coffee. It took me nearly an hour to find an airline exec who could give me a link to visit online. Only to find out that there are "no options available". 

So two hours and later I was back in London, dialing Delta's Customer Care Center over a plate of spaghetti carbonara.  I left the damn thing on hold in my pocket for 2 hours before hanging up.  I caught the next bus home, lugged my suitcase up 3 flights of stairs and collapsed on my bed. About an hour later I made up my mind to go for a walk in Kensington, didn't want to let the day be a complete waste and I need my dose of sunshine in the winter. My mood finally started to change for the better, when I was outside on the streets again, I had forgotten how lovely London looks in the snow.  I even got to thinking how lucky I am to be living in such a wonderful city. It's funny,  people always tell me that London is black and gloomy.  The sun does set very early in the winter, but as one of my guides pointed out, you can only see light in the dark. Think about a  stadium illuminated by cellphones, you wouldn't be able to see a thing if the concert was held in broad daylight. 

The same goes for my ability to see light, and I don't mean the kind that comes from the sun. A few weeks ago I was walking down Kensington Church Street after work, it was pitch black and even though there weren't any stars I could see and feel a silvery white light all around me.  It illuminated  the street and raised the city's vibration. One of the books I'm reading talks about how waves of light are flooding our universe. Today I saw that light in London, I was actually lucky to have had the day to myself, just walking around and absorbing the city.  I'm usually so preocupied with work, the commute, always rushing from one place to the next. For once I got my head out of the clouds and was present in the moment, noticing the bricks on the wall, slushing through ice water in my new rain boots and soaking in everything around me. Flight or no flight, it turned out to be a pretty good day.


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Monday, December 13, 2010

The Early Days

If on Day 1 you'd asked me what I wanted to get out psychic school, I would have told you that I wanted to learn to hear voices so that I could talk to my spirit guides. I also had these crazy ideas about learning telepathy, astral travel and maybe predicting the future. I was pretty much interested in all those fun things we see in movies, in the back of my mind I was also hoping that telekinesis might prove to be real – and it hasn’t, if you’re wondering!

The novelty wore off and I started losing interest in quirky psychic powers that might help me win the lottery. I started asking questions about some of the tougher questions in life – the job, family, relationships, what decisions to make. It suddenly dawned on me that all of these fun psychic tools could actually help find the answers to these problems. I was still too much of a psychic rookie to see or hear my guides, so I went out and bought myself a quartz pendulum to get YES/NO answers out of my guides. 

After reading an article called "How To Train Your Pendulum" and I spent the better part of an evening trying to get it to swing one way for YES and the for NO.  My efforts reminded me of the hours I spent training the family dog not to pee in the house; you have to be very patient.  I started out by asking it to show me the sign for YES. The 1st few times it danced around on the chain, bouncing in every direction. After a few tries it finally moved in a slow but deliberate circle.  I was so shocked I almost dropped it; this was the 1st time that I saw something that couldn’t be in my imagination. I managed to get through 5-6 clockwise swings before freaking out and putting the pendulum back in its pouch.

When I finally worked up the courage to take it out, I went through the signs for NO & SILLY QUESTION. I got a lot of SILLY responses the first few times I used a pendulum, I was constantly asking questions that couldn’t be answered by a YES or a NO. I also asked things that my guides couldn’t possibly know – like what were other people thinking? After a while I started noticing that I usually got the answer I was expecting, I would ask a question an automatically jump to conclusions (forcing the outcome of the swing). Looking back on it, this was pretty funny but for a few weeks my pendulum played mind games on me.

I have resorted to writing questions on Post-Its, folding them up and then randomly pulling them out of a pile to get the answers. Once I've asked all the "blind questions" I'll start with the YES pile and open those up. More often than not the order in which they're opened also tells a story, almost like a personalized tarot reading. The NO pile can be repetitive but it still helps to get confirmation. The SILLY QUESTION pile is my favorite, if the question is phrased correctly you can pretty much dismiss this question because it's not something you should be worrying about, or trying to fix. 


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