My Own Personal Wizard

Sometimes clairvoyant meditations come with images that seem so unreal and so unlikely that we're tempted to dismiss them. In my case they tend to be linked to fiction books, movies or even sci-fi scenes.  In one meditation I saw myself leaping off a skyscraper in a Matrix-style coat , and I was even more suprised when it resonated with the readee.

One of my favorite visions is of a Wizard in dark robes, a Dumbledore style hat and long white hair. I've been a huge Harry Potter fan since day one and I've always been attracted to magic & special powers, so I thought this had to be my imagination. This image kept popping into my mind when I was trying to meet my spirit guides, and though I've learned to trust it there has always been a corner of doubt in my mind. How much of what we see is wishful thinking?

Today that doubt finally went away, there is nothing like external validation to gain confidence in  the messages. We had an exercise that involved chatting with our classmate's spirit guides. Funny enough, my classmate was approached by two of my guides but she instantly dismissed one of them because she thought he couldn't possibly be for real. It was an old man in dark robes,  long white hair and a pointy hat!!!  The most meaningful part of the meditation for me, was that he hung around in he background and waited for a chance to send through his message.  When my classmate asked for a symbolic gift that would help me through my day-to-day, I was sent a cauldron.

If you're wondering, my London flat can't accommodate a cauldron, and I'm not the least bit interested in learning to cast spells or draw up potions.  Intention and positive thinking are  about as far as I'll go. Thank God it was just a symbolic gift, it's supposed to represent a pool of knowledge and life lessons, all ready to be thrown into the mix.  I like to think of it of my own little pensieve, much like Dumbledore's pool of memories in the Harry Potter books. Anyhooo, I'm happy to have my Wizard Guide. Next time I hope I catch his name!

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1st Steps in Clairaudience!

The past year I've been trying and wishing so hard to be able to hear my spirit guides but whenever I tried to talk to them I'd just draw a blank. Even if I tried to see them, I can feel their presence and see a shadow but that was about it. The only way I've been able to communicate is through the pendulum, the cards, and automatic writing.

Anyhooo, today I threw my roots down and let my chakras open up one by one till we got to the throat. It felt really light, like an airy blue. The brightest palest blue that I've ever seen, and as I imagined myself sitting there I was surrounded by the  light. Suddenly, I felt the urge to let myself speak but instead of hearing my thoughts in my head I could heard myself speak in a very clear tone, but it seemed to echo from my throat into the light. 

I started out by making affirmations, and asking for the changes I want in my life. Then I asked my angels and guides if they were there and if they could hear me. The reply came in echoes, very faint at first and I had to make an effort to silence my mind and just wait for it. All the while focusing on the pale light, and trying to stay in the moment. The answers I got at first were very basic:

"Yes we're here, we can hear you."

It was barely 15 minutes ago but I'm already starting to forget some of the things they mentioned. A new female spirit guide appeared, she told me her name.  Ok, she's not entirely new because I met her in an ascended master class about 6 months ago but I hadn't seen her since. She told me what she was going to teach me, and how she'd help me with the next stage in my life. 

Then she stepped back and let my primary spirit guide step in to make proper introductions. First time I'd ever actually spoken to him and I kept asking all the basic intro questions you'd ask a new acquaintance. "Did I get your name right? Where are you from? How do I know you?  Etc"  

They also told me to keep coming back, and to drop the automatic writing for a while.  Anyhooo, more to follow on this new and exciting subject =)

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Getting Past the Butterflies!

Finally got over my stage fright!  Don't know if this means that I will never clam up again, but this week I was cool as a button and I managed to get very good information for myself  =)

It was our 1st day back from holiday and I think my confidence was boosted because I knew what to expect from the class. Its the first time that I've stayed on the same course for more than one term, and being one of the "continuing students" helped. When you're the new kid there's an element of fear that goes with not knowing what to expect, and more often than not I'm worried about being out of my league. This time around I didn't block myself and knowing that I was reading for myself took some of the edge off, I'm usually a bit nervous when I'm reading for someone else. Pressure to deliver and all that.

Another thing I finally noticed is that the messages I get are often encoded in the scenery.  For example, last term I was reading for a classmate and I saw a house that was tidy on the surface, but with all the dust swept under the rug in the living room. The obvious interpretation here is that issues are being ignored, and that she needed to stop turning a blind eye to the problems at home. Yesterday the message my guides gave me was delivered the same way, and even though the objective of the meditation was to meet and greet a guide by the time I got to him I had already received the message.

I used to put a lot of pressure on myself when it came to hearing them, but I guess I've finally noticed that not all guides communicate through clairaudience. And maybe I'm not ready to hear them, but interpreting these visuals can be really interesting so that's good enough for me!

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Clearing Energy with Acupuncture

I am finally back from a long holiday and have stepped back into the world of healing and friendly spirit guides. This term is going to be so much busier,  the healing school has raised the bar on our practice sessions. We're also paying more attention to our own energy blocks, we really need to get rid of these to be able to access useful information about our clients and our own lives. 

Last week I finally made progress by clearing a huge  block of mine.  For the past few years I've had a number of medical issues on my left side. The mildest form has been recurrent sciatica pain in my left leg, accompanied with lower back pain. I've got a very mild form of scoliosis but not enough to cause problems, as the doctors told me. A couple years ago I noticed that this flares up with I'm stressed or in control-freak mode.  The worst has been DVT, which can be a lot more serious but turned out to be harmless in my case.  One of the reasons I became interested in energy healing was to cure myself =)

Last week was groundbreaking, the energy on my left side has finally started flowing freely again. It was all thanks to an excellent acupuncturist, a deep tissue massage, and a revelation about my psychological triggers.   So far I've only been to two acupuncture sessions, the 1st time I didn't actually feel the needles working, but the massage undid all my knots and I felt 97% better after 2 days.  The second session hurt like hell despite the fact that my sciatica hadn't been acting up. The needles didn't hurt, but I could feel a current of pain shooting down my nerves and to my toes.  It was healing pain, kind of like what you get when the  numbness goes out of your leg and you start to feel really intense tickling. 

The interesting thing about it, is that the left side is our feminine side and my energy was stuck. The combination of acupuncture, healing, and visualization got it flowing again and I feel so much lighter and healthier.  From a psychic point of view, I'm also able to ground a lot deeper and connect with earth energies in a very tangible way.  It's helped my clairvoyant meditations, by strengthening the scope and clarity of my mind's eye.  I'm really curious to go back to my psychic development class this coming Wednesday and see if it has an effect on my performance. I literally see a new world unfolding in front of me and it's very exciting. =)

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In Five Years Time ...

Today one of my psychic friends told me that in the future, I am going to work with kids. Hmmm. For some reason, I just don't see myself working with children. The thought isn't the least bit appealing! I said no to that one LOL 

She said it was pretty far down the road, and that there would come a time when I would really enjoy that type of work. We'll see. I'm also supposed to become a fulltime lightworker or healer, and strangely enough I find myself shirking away from that message whenever I hear it! I love healing, it's a cool hobby and at times I think I have magical powers (seriously when did palms start healing?) But can I make a living off healing? The idea is more than a little bit frightening! Then came the suggestion to do psychic readings over the phone to make money. OMG! I can't picture myself doing that. Argh!"

I finally understand those people who come to me for healings but tell me they "don't want to know about the future!" I have never had a message about the future, usually the readings suggest a certain action that could lead to a better outcome than the one that's in the cards now. I don't think it's useful to tell people what will happen tomorrow, and in my case it wasn't fun to hear it! We grow and change a lot over time, and what might be perfect for us in 5-10 years time will not necessary be appealing today. Life goes much smoother if we don't sweat the details, if we don't worry about what might or might not happen in the future and if we just go with the flow. That is what being centred is all about. That's not to say that we shouldn't make plans, but keep in mind that life throws curve balls and we have to learn to adapt. So who knows - I might find myself working with kids or with animals in the future. Hmmm, now that I think of it healing little cancer patients could be very rewarding, and I'm guessing they would be more receptive to the healing because they are children.

Anyhooo, we'll see where this goes.

This is going to be a post I will enjoy reading in 5 Year's Time.

 

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