I went back to the Kabbalah Centre a couple months ago and I enjoy the classes. They talk about angels, astrology, intuition, mediumship (peripherally), spirit guides, etc. For some reason it is taking me a little while to understand how the system itself fits into my life. What purpose does it have? How am I going to use it.
Archangel Michael tells me to go back to the drawing board. What do I want to accomplish in my life. What kind of balance and progress do I want to make and to approach Kabbalah as a tool to help me get there. I'm thinking back to my early days in the Kabbalah Centre and a lot of the things we covered were about goal setting, objectives and being proactive. If you want something, someone, or even to be something - go get it. It won't fall into your lap. We were also taught to be aware of those little lazy or fearful inclinations that get in the way. Persistence is king.
The past few weeks I've been missing structure in my life. Maybe that is what I need to start cultivating again. I feel the need to make plans again. Now that I'm practically done with my book I have to find a new project. I think I have the topic for my 2nd book but I don't want to jump into it right away. Will give it a breather - maybe it is time I start doing person-to-person healings again. =)